waiting

“the easiest way to bring the future to you is to forget everything.”

“lose awareness and lose the notion of waiting?”

“something like that, but with an eject button.”

“i’ve always wanted to push one of those.”

“forgetting is never as easy as you’d think.  it’s a game of hide-and-seek and misdirection with the one entity that knows you best.”

            “my go-to place was the neighbor’s shed.  the rats…”

“but when you get it right you wake up one afternoon and future is in front of you and every second in between has not been counted.”

            “i wonder why it takes so long to piss at this club.”