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Sunday, July 16, 2006

futility

“why don’t you come hang out?”
“because the more time i spend with you the harder it is to go back to normal.”
“so don’t go back to normal.”
“i have to go back.”
“why?”
“because that’s where the rest of my life will be.”
“it doesn’t have to.”
“maybe not now, but it’ll end up there. it always does.”
“at some point there is no more later. you just have to do what you want now.”
“that’s not how i work.”
“i need some scotch.”

2 comments:

  1. Is this derived from sources other than the voices in your head?

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  2. it is a mixture of fiction and fact, as the voices frequently are drunk and can't remember exact details.

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