xylophone and 4/4 time = 1959

this remix of lily allen’s “smile” from who killed the mixtape? makes me daydream. it is always the same dream. i am in a scene from the sandlot, walking by a transistor radio on my way to the pool. taking stock of the situation i feel both safe and scared. no h.i.v., no global warming, no locking doors, but also no diversity, freedom, or mtv. i think i like it better now. but still, the sun feels good on my skin.