steelers win. this is something that i can live with. it's something that matters to me. up until this week, i had never put any financial interest in their games. i wasn't sure that it was worth the possibility of losing both joy and money simultaneously. i like the fact that i can look back at ideas such as this and recognize the bullshit. the times i lied to myself. now, recognize the clarity. the pursuit of the highest level of satisfaction remains the only pursuit worth sacrificing fear for.
define satisfaction. lately i've been capable of doing so for a given moment. sometimes, chaos ensues. other times, i'm simply content to sit on leather chairs, drink vodka martinis, enjoy the quiet of the surroundings that i created. that this can be done from within the city should not surprise you. the idiocy of this portal of a world has little to do with my ability to control any particular portlet. you couldn't stop me if you wanted to.
i win. again. surprise.
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